I Have Avoidant Personality Disorder, And I Make Mixed Media Art

Hi, my name is Sarah, and I have an avoidant personality disorder. That means that as I’m trying to learn mixed media on my own, and I have no one (except my Mom) to view and give feedback on my artistic endeavors. I obsessively watch tutorials on YouTube, but my projects never live up to what I try to imitate, and I’ve realized that’s because I’m finding my style. I need to STOP watching tutorials and do my them on my own, which I think, with some practice, could be great someday too. Please, help me out, tell me what you think. Tell me what makes it look amateur and what I could do to improve. Or, maybe if you like it, tell me you like it? Due to my disorder, I think I’m rambling, so I’ll stop now. I hope you like my works.

The devil is in the details, which unfortunately aren’t captured here by the camera

I Have Avoidant Personality Disorder, And I Make Mixed Media Art

Again, the detailed color contrast isnt captured well enough by this phone camera

I Have Avoidant Personality Disorder, And I Make Mixed Media Art
I Have Avoidant Personality Disorder, And I Make Mixed Media Art

Christmas Card

I Have Avoidant Personality Disorder, And I Make Mixed Media Art