32 Tales Of How Folks Realized Much Later That Their “Happy” Memories Weren’t Really Happy

Have you ever been going through your childhood or younger memories, and suddenly you understood a certain situation in a whole different light than you did before? Perhaps you didn’t have enough life experience before, didn’t have the needed knowledge or insight to comprehend what exactly was happening.

Well, today’s list is about such realizations. Only catch — all of them are about people realizing that said memory from their younger years is a pretty messed-up one. And, well, they range from pretty tame to essentially criminal ones. So, let’s dive in, shall we?

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#1

I thought we were having a big 2 month long sleepover with my friend and his family when I was 6. Apparently my mum and I were homeless. .

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#2

That my bio-dad allowed me to use power tools without supervision. I remembered I would play with the jigsaw, I would sit on the garage floor and saw away with this piece of board in my lap. How I managed to not hack off my leg(s) is a mystery to me or my guardian angel working overtime.

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#3

Running behind the mosquito trucks.

Specific-Yam-2166 replied:

As someone living in the Deep South I honestly sometimes wish this was still a thing 😭

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#4

One summer, my cousin and I got to spend nearly the whole summer at a caravan on a site in Wales. Her stepfather took us. It was owned by his parents. We had a ball. Went to every disco, swam every day, played on the beach, went to fairs and shows. I didn’t know until I was an adult that we were sent because her mother was gravely ill. She had an operation the day after we left and was in recovery for almost 3 months.

It was the best summer we had as kids. Kinda f****d me up when I realised my little 7 year old cousin could have come home to no mother. Also thought a lot about the fun we were having while Nanny Anne was going thru hell.

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#5

I thought I was cool because I was always dating all the older men. Literally I’d be 15-16 with 25+ year olds. Looking back, it was fn disgusting.

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#6

Christian youth groups with adults who you think of as being mentors, when they were actually predators.

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#7

I thought it was awesome I could hang out at my best friend’s house and her mom pretty much left us unsupervised to get drunk on her back porch with the neighbors. Friend and i would stay up til all hours of the night in middle and high school talking to strangers on the internet.

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#8

I was in grade 3 before I learned that you do not use death threats in everyday conversation with people.

Given how home was, I literally thought that this was how people and families interacted with eachother.

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#9

That pointing at disabled people in wheelchairs isn’t as funny as I thought when I was way younger. Its actually rude as f**k.

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#10

Surfing in the back of my dads truck while going 60 down the highway at about 10 years old. Amazing then. :).

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#11

Seat belt laws must not have been enforced very strictly back in the 90’s because when we used to go on family road trips, I’d always ride in the back of our station wagon or the bed of our pickup (the truck bed did have a cover) and there would just be a bunch of pillows and blankets for comfort to prevent bouncing around too hard. As an adult, I obviously realize the safety concerns(it’s the other drivers I don’t trust), but I do still remember having a lot of fun during the ride, and do miss that station wagons barely exist anymore.

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#12

Camping in Florida seemed like months…turns out we were homeless.

max_bustamante replied:

Looking back don’t you appreciate that your parents made it seem like camping? I grew up dirt poor, but I never really knew it. Mostly because everyone around us was poor and my parents did what they had to. I always appreciated that.looking back, I remember my childhood fondly

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#13

I loved that I got to be alone for hours on end and could play in peace to my heart’s content. I was neglected.

OpalPuff replied:

I just remember the feeling of pure boredom and loneliness when my mom would leave for her classes at the university and my dad would sit at the computer in the garage. If I stepped foot inside the garage I would be met with an aggressive “Go play with your toys!” which made me fearful to ask for anything. I vividly remember choking on a Dorito chip, my dad came out at the last minute, handed me a glass of water and sternly told me to chew my food before heading back into the garage. I remember sitting on the couch in the dark living room wishing my mom would come home already. I was about 4 or 5.

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#14

My dad always introducing me as his academically gifted child. Now I can’t stand the thought of failure or not being smart enough to an extreme level.

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#15

Smoking at a young age.

geekworking replied:

Nothing like being trapped in a car with the windows rolled up and two parents chain smoking. When the headache gets so bad you start to dry heave. If you complain parents threaten to give you something to cry about.

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#16

Oh boy, do I have one.

When I was younger there were occasions where my mom would take out this spare mattress, lay it on the living room floor and me, her and my older brother would spend the night on it. I thought it was like cool sleepover time with the family.

When I was a teen I recalled those memories. For context I grew up in a neighborhood with gang activity. Turns out whenever the gang house across the street would get into it with a rival gang and start trying to attack each other, my mom feared stray bullets hitting the house. My room was at the front of the house. The living room floor was one of the furthest points from the front of the house. Really recolored my memory. But it did make the loud helicopters flying over the neighborhood all night suddenly make sense.

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#17

All the homophobic banter when I was a kid in the 1980s and 1990s. I’d laugh along, then one day realised….

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#18

My friends mom was so cool. She’d buy us cigarettes and booze when we were like 16. It wasn’t until my late 20s that I realized what a loser she was.

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#19

When my Dad would be buzzed and drive me around. We both thought it was so much fun when he’d wiggle the steering wheel which made the car swerve and me laugh my a*s off. In his defense he’d do it on empty roads. He hasn’t done it since the mid-90s.

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#20

When I (M) was about 10 or 11, me and my best friend used to spend all day in the summer hanging out because we both had single moms who worked full time jobs. We thought it was so cool that the guy across the street from my friend, who was probably in his 20s or 30s, would have us over and show us [adult] videos, and let us look at his magazines.

What the absolute f**k.

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#21

First person I had s*x with was my high school French teacher. I was 16. She was 36. At the time it seemed awesome. Years later I realize it was messed up.

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#22

Had a spontaneous sleepover at the neighbors house one night with all my older siblings while our mom was on a work trip. Didn’t know until I was an adult that my dad was a severe alcoholic and came home drunk that night, so we left him home alone to show how close he was to losing us. That was the last time he ever drank that much.

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#23

I used to like getting wedgies from my brother.

Not trolling, it’s true.

I liked the pressure of the fabric pressing into me and the pain inside my crack was only bad for like twenty seconds before i began chasing that sensation.

When mom realized what was happening, she put a hard stop to it fast. (I was like 6 at the time so i didn’t know any better).

Looking back now as an adult i can safely say that yeah that was f****d up (though I was also a weird kid in general).

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#24

Meet a guy at a campground on vacation. He told me I was pretty and tried to kiss me but we got interrupted. My mom kept very close tabs on me until we moved on. She was right: I was 14, he was 21.

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#25

My mom would set up playdates or activities for me (both were rare for the generally neglected GenX kids). I didn’t realize until I was older that she was keeping me busy while having affairs with men.

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#26

Did pull-ups on the power lines. Come to think of it, I knew it was f****d up back then too but did it anyways.

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#27

When I talk about 99% of my childhood at work and I see the stunned look on people’s faces.

To me that was just a normal childhood.

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#28

The one black person in every movie whose job it was to be stereotypically black, so loud or irate or sassy. Think the civilian driver in Speed or the counter lady in National Treasure.

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#29

When I was small I thought bullying is cool but when I grown up now I regret hurting people.

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#30

Judging other kids for not having a traditional-looking nuclear family unit… because in many ways I didn’t have one and was judged for it.

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#31

When my mom confided in me about her s*x life when I was 11. I think that might have had something to do with me having s*x at 12.

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#32

So many of the late 90s and 00s movies where gay people were the punchline for everything. Even like Wedding Crashers where they made than man some huge weirdo and it was because he was a “homo”. 

I somehow thought that was funny.

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